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Anyway, I can still laugh and I'm not sad all the time even if I had some reasons to be it. Maybe this reasons could be already away, so far away. But I'm not sure if I want them away. Perhaps I'm afraid of losing everything that is associated with the primary problem. People told me I should release the person who bears the blame. But it isn't so easy as it sounds and by now I know that I don't want to release..
I hope to find an other way to throw this problem away. And by now it's okay for me to take all the time I need. I don't care how much time I need but if I is to much time for someone else I'm not really sorry about it, but I hope the one can deal with it.

English! Nur damit das Deutsche nicht zu langweilig wird und mir auch nicht, ich hoffe dass da nicht zuviele Fehler sind und man den Sinn einigermaßen verstehen kann..
Keine Angst, der nächste Post ist bestimmt wieder auf deutsch:b

xoxo, Anna.